swallow your saliva

and for a moment the world turned red i saw red and stripped my soul was, just in those seconds i was so angry i could have killed. i could have screamed. i could have cried.

"stupid la, all these shows. all the girls only know how to cry."

"then you want guys cry meh?"

"oh ya.. okay la girls cry girls cry. haha"

and can you say you love me, when you don't see me anymore
:other side of the world - kt tunstall

i want to pen a really worthwhile tale but all i can think of and pen down is the infinite injustice done to someone i care for; i guess i can hardly escape my own rock solid belief. human emotions, personally applicable ones, are the ultimate pitfalls to beautiful literature.

i mean, after all if the proximity is too great, only a blur of colours can be discerned Hardly The Clearest Of Depictions, You Realise. (and other stories ha)

and the fire fades away; most of everyday is filled with tired excuses
but it's too hard to say.. i wish it were simple but
we give up easily. you're close enough to see that
you're on the other side of the world on the other
side of the world you're on
the other side of the world to me
:other side of the world - kt tunstall

i get a kick from breaking hearts (those that come along), have i told you before?

unfold me i am small
and needy warm me up
and breathe me
:breathe me - sia

oh well. continue i shall on this journey of self-discovery
or self-destruction self-mutilation OH COME ON
if they could know of the human body in its entirety where would dissection come in.
learning is essential, as is legacy. life?
part of the alliterating equation maybe. on which side of it though i am as yet unsure