too much is never enough

"her eyes they shone with an unnatural light
almost immortal, but still unnoticeable"

one thing you have got to concede, i have many good friends. and yet, and still, those few hours nearly pushed me off the edge. not that the day nor fatigue had helped i guess.


there is something you should know, that such sweet retribution, i know it. and yes i taste it, and yes i hate it

why do i not matter to you in that way? you should cease to exist for that because either it is you, or it is me.
let's do this the mathematical way. so if there are enough to whom i do not matter enough... i should end, isn't it. makes sense totally.


i'm just falling short. always always always. "inadequacy is...quite universal, you realise. so why fret" because i want to matter.

i want it so much i want it too much