NO WAY

essentially, all i am saying is Sorry, for that i am loved.

sordid sorrowful tales (tears) i cry them for you i cry them
for the astonishing normalcy of parasitical existence; yet i indulge
like a child. as a child.
unstopping, unforgiving, unthinking.

i love you chengs, i love you junejune, i love you cassie,
siewfang enhui and
i wish you away from me if i don't: when i don't

and all that i will do is scream and cry hysterically
to attempt an encompassment of the sheer depth of life
and i will hug each of your self and tremble with force and emotion
i will inhale your sorrow, your joy, your dreams, your faith
and take them all with me as i fall to my whispering death
and all you will feel is a touch of discomfort, a tinge of hunger