i would just like to say that the song frightens me

just because i am listening to it with earphones to shut out the strains of project runway on the television.

and i, here, writing notes and tearing paper, with pink nails as my sunshine in the night. today i will face the sunshine and i will not know the shadows behind me and i will give this sunshine to you you and you. if i see you glad then i feel joy too.

today onwards i will be sad for the simple and shallow reasons. so today onwards whenever i am sad i can easily be made happy again.

i am sad that i cannot watch project runway, i am sad sad sad. so sad, so sad this sad song, so sad this tune. it's a sad sad situation.

sad.sad.
like a tic on the face, a facial sadness tic.
sad sad sad sad sad
sad. is. tic