what was that film again?

the one with this female character bleeding from her eyes

ah, cloverfield. the giant spiders bit (more like left huge gaping flapping) holes in her right shoulder.

i wanted to look at the picture we took together with the crazy grin and i realised it is NOWHERE because i smashed my phone's screen and now there is nothing nothing for me to look at and pretend that i am really not,

took up one of the used tissues to my eyes and proceeded to scratch my left eye with the pricetag of the birthday card i bought for venetia because there is no dustbin in the room so i stuck the pricetag to a random piece of tissue; now i bleed from my tear glands for real