and make the fireflies dance

there is so much to learn from reading, just the random rambles of a thoughtful person can be astonishingly moving. and i have to say that haikus are like the neutron stars of poetry. a single teaspoon would outweigh mount everest.

yes i had my astronomy paper today. haha. if a white dwarf is in a closed binary star system with a main sequence star or a giant, there is likely to be mass trasnfer, leading to a re-ignition of hydrogen fusion on the surface of the white dwarf. when there is enough heat to have helium fusion, the outer layer of gas will explode in what is known as a planetary nebula.

in expelling the gas layer, a bit of the white dwarf's mass will be lost too.

i realise i am extremely prone to nocturnal dystopic tendencies, resulting in random and often embarrassing verbal diarrhea. where has the sophisticated, calm, cool, collected, sure person gone? or maybe there is not any such person at all.

looking at things now, i think i would decide anyway to be able to truly learn and feel and realise, than be the all-knowing condescending intimidating bitch that is really quite troublesome to upkeep anyway (heels are the bitchiest shit ever. like seriously. and it doesn't help that 3 out of the 4 pairs of heels i have are at least 4 inches high and are stilettos).

but la hais. the inadequacy can really stunt my perceptual abilities, which ends in a vicious cycle.

write too many things alr. another unecessary personal nebula that will take some part of me along with the disclosure.

so many things in this world and life to learn, and which would you choose to comprehend, the move? the moving? or the moved?

--edit--
newton's third law. for every action there is an equal and opposite reaction.

for each intelligent read and thought and person... yea. you get the idea.
sometimes the sheer...lack of thought or capacity for it as is apparent but of course i shall not derive nor decide nor stereotype but ah it is challenging it is, it can be rather.. nauseating. ok la slightly slightly. haha/

goodnight