muted dreambeats and synthesised heartsongs

i think i realised what the best way; indeed, the only, to help snowman is. although the prospects of starting from ground zero at which people scorn at your sincerity, thoughts, and possibly even worth, is an extremely frightening one.

of course, the converse would be to live the life that is coloured only by consumerism, socialising, and general self-gratification. and with all my narcissism and selfishness, it is not the life i would like to have. not with a family like that, not with a boyfriend who's such.

it seems the stars have aligned through a really strange turn of events. and hell no way we are going to be people they will forget.

Ignite Change (it actually gives me the shivers just to type the words after so long. too long)