a year ago today

i would have said exactly the same thing and deserved exactly the same response. today is the first day of this month's menses. it always makes sense in retrospect. the nocturnal emo, daytime emo, 24/7 emo. needless fury, verbal diarrhoea, persistent hunger, chocolate cravings (and unfortunately the satisfaction of these cravings because of the birthday celebrations)

gotta rethink reflect and revise my self. not necessarily to become a more wholesome person which is just boring and..yea. boring. but at least to progress from year to year.

a year later today i will look back on my self today and be able to laugh in knowledge that i have grown. that the experiences in the intervening 365 days have been woven into the quilt.