boom.

my head is imploding
keyboard keys they are noisy and nagging
the kid he was screaming and i i was fuming
expectations they are chanting chanting chanting
and my heart it is screaming. it is screaming
"Give me freedom!
Leave me be"

you and i

chengs is leaving i woke up and put on pretty eyeliner just to pass her the scratchy straw bag and black dress to bring to the u s of a but we are not meeting she said we are not!


please have a good time a fulfilling time and make my heartbreak worthwhile;
melancholic melodrama.


have a great trip, loves

inconsequentiality

it does not bother me it does not bother me.
nobody owes me anything, and anyway it is time i put less weight on familiarity anyway.
after all i did feel the drifting after all there is always a price to pay
after all nobody owes me anything
so please make me feel a little less let down

Falling Backwards - Marti Leimbach

I was waiting for something, but I did not know what, occupying my hands by tearing pieces off the legal pad, the bits I'd drawn on, into confetti. I thought about my mother, and that old, finger-pointing saying that the apple does not fall far from the tree.





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my new name is lea. hello