a garden of blooms

my world,
my world it mocks me and i sing

my friend,
my friend she disgusts me and i apologise

my limbs,
my limbs they betray me and i learn salsa

my mind,
my mind it leaves me and i laugh

my heart,
my heart it pains me and i love, i love,
my heart it pains me and i love

joel

jole.


"the tornado inside will just blow you away"
i forgot i said that, chengs.
jane is nice. weiwei is funny. chengs is retarded.
many loves

my heart is broken

i'm lying here
my thoughts are choking, on you
my dear
on you my dear
on you my dear


mama, if you knew this was how it would be
would you do the same? would you do the same?

cause now when i'm around you
i don't feel.

angsty avril

i cannot find a way to describe it i wish
that it would just go away


my maternal grandmother refuses to sign the contract to sell the house to us.
my maternal uncle told my sister if my father wants to buy the house from them he has to go and ask my maternal grandmother in person.

and yes, we all know what happens in such scenes
and yes, we all know what your intention is
and yes, we want to continue staying here
but yes, we are so much more than this
so much more than you. so much more than you
so yes, fuck you and fuck you
if karma exists, i would die to watch you feel it

flight

fright

papa don't preach

papa, i know.
i know everything

i love ironies

freedom. beauty. truth. love.

There was a boy
A very strange enchanted boy
They say he wandered very far, very far
Over land and sea
A little shy and sad of eye
But very wise was he

And then one day
A magic day
he passed my way
And while we spoke
of many things
Fools and kings
This he said to me

"The greatest thing
you'll ever learn
Is just to love
and be loved in return"

surely,

there can be so much more than this
there is so much more to life. than just this

your imperfections make you complete;
to me, you are perfect because of them.
divine, immortal, beauty

goodnight moon,
goodnight stars,
goodnight loves,
goodnight rabbit, goodnight bat,
goodnight angels, goodnight child,
goodnight moon,
goodnight nobody
goodnight.

it's the end of the world

with a sore throat and flyaway head and a 120thousand debt riding on my mind i really think things cannot be any worse.

karma is true.

oh well i'll deal. life's for living and all that jazz. ha. loveloves i guess