this altruistic shit

let's be upfront about it. it may very well be a shield for all the self-damnation, loathing, inferiority complex et cetera et cetera. ceteris paribus, though,

the flailing world is a reality and i don't know why we don't help each other. like erm hello don't waste food and save electricity will die is it.

sometimes i honestly believe we deserve whatever shit will fall on us. because there are only so many brownie points being "actually nice people" we can claim before it is just inadequate.

breathless with this bubble of ambivalence;

stuck
in
throat.