and i promise you'll never hurt anymore

i just went to lai de yans' fb to look for perry's fb. he has changed his profile picture, the 3rd now, to one of him and the new girl. the new girl, chenchen, has also changed hers to one of her and perry. i can only imagine how devastated, continually, lai yan is, esp since she met him before leaving singapore, and especially since she is going to the hometown of the new girl. it is understandable that the new girl would feel as an individual threatened and frightened by the newness rawness and vulnerability of her new relationship, hence the profile pictures, but seriously, perry, how heartless can you be. how heartless can you be. this is so saddening i can stab my heart ok,. want to need to have to stop caring so much. cannot take it alr. balking like a cracked boulder.

doesn't help that hui min keeps listening to sappy love songs that are all lies. love is a lot more thorny than this, i promise you.