"i'm trying already. don't you know?"

"do u know what i do the moment i enter the lecture hall? i take out my phone and talk into it and there's nobody on the other line.

"do u know what i'm doing when u have lunch with your friends? i sit in the toilet cubicle and wait for the break to pass. do u know this? and what are u doing?

"i'm going to school for the sanity of this family and for yours ah. at the expense of mine ah.

"please do not insult me by saying how i don't go and find u

"don't u know that every second i wish i was the one going to find u?

"when u don't even know anything about my life, please don't insult me by saying that i don't care. you have no idea how much i do ah

"i don't care whether u love me or not. i just love u."