contentment, that elusive joy

why do you hate me?
because you are dislikeable and hateful and everyone can see that

why don't you respect me?
because you are so fucking lazy it isn't even remotely funny

why can't i just get a grip?
because you are narcissistic and paranoid and immature and ignorant and unwise

why have i not improved?
because you are asking the wrong questions. anyone with half a mind would ask how, not why. navel-gazing fool. get a fucking grip or a fucking religion. or just get fucked. for real. you might lighten up then, if only slightly.

#hates